I feel so Lazy today. (Lazy spells...Tsk tsk.)
I slacked at home throughout doing nothing except
Eat. Sleep. Eat. Sleep. Sleep.
Gosh. That doesn't sound good. ><
I better go get planning for some program tomorow.

A new year is starting in like one months time.
To think about it, I've just let the months and years passed by like this.
A flickering of an eye, poof its gone just like this.

Thinking back about myself in the past 18 years, life has been filled with ups and downs.
But, I still count myself rather fortunate despite the losses of the beloveds.
Mummy and Jiejie, you're still misses.
I'll take good care of them on your behalf de.
I'm Happy that I'm surrounded by those who love and protect me dearly.
My friends and family. (:
I love you guys!  Thanks for being always there for me.♥

I used to be such a wilful girl in relationship last time who never know what is called Cherish.
who used to say and think you don't love me anymore... just because my boyfriend at that time wasn't free
who used to be so mean to him and still think I was right...
who only want to be love and not love him back...
who always take things for granted...
who always start a fight over minor things...
who get emo for nothing...
who always make him feel hurt...
who always make jealous out of the most nonsense reason...

Looking back at myself, I seems so selfish,childish and wilful.
It must have took my ex-boyfriends and friends a lot of effort to put up with my nonsense attitute.
Wells, it's all past tense now. I can only learnt from the lesson.
It took me so long to finally realised what a fool I've been.
Letting good people slip by me, simply because I didn't know how to cherish.

I guess sometimes people need to get a hard punch before they learn how to love and cherish.
I've got mine through the hard way I guess.
Losing those I loved dearly to realise what a fool I've been.
All these are part and parcel of life. (:

But, now at least I know where have I gone wrong.
I know what should I do to change.
I'm alright, it's just some self reflection of my own. (:

Hahas. The neoprints taken with my flowers.
More pictures with Jiexin (Da Jie). Hahas. Wells, I must wait till she's back from Genting then I can get the pictures. (:
We wore the Cowboy hats around Orchard and attract quite some attention. Hahas.
It's always nonsense with the Flowers but I love them a lot still for I'm a nonsense too. (:

First Day of my holiday or should I say Post Common test day.
But, I still have to go back to school reluctantly to attend the Standard Charter marathon Talk.
I was so lazy to move off my lovely, comfy bed and go to school for a mere 2 hours.
Oh wells, I still have to do it. >.<

Tomorow I'll be off to charlet.
I Miss my cliques and friends.
It's been quite some time since we met up for some real gathering. Hahas.
I hope tomorrow will be fun! :D

It's the first time ever that I never loathe going to work.
I guess it's because of my colleagues. Hahas.
They seriously made my day. All the laughter and nonsense.
I miss the yogurt there too. (Stomach growling)

I simply love the way I am. This is me. ♥

Hahas.
Wells, been Super Happy & High recently.
(Reason is not disclosed. Shh.)

I guess I'll flunk my paper today.
(Cross my fingers) Miracles happen and i'll pass.
Forget it, I'm well prepared to be doing the re-test. ><

Anyway, it's time to say good bye curly. (:

Going back to my books.
PHARMACOLOGY!
Gosh. Last paper yet I'm already holiday mood. (Roars)
Shall force myself back now. (-.-)

Wells, my day is Tiring.
I'm seriously tired (or,  Brain Drain) when I started to do Nonsense things.
Like walking out of the train at Tiong Bahru when I'm suppose to alight at Outram Park.
I missed the station I suppose to alight twice in a day.

♥ Fangqi is Happy. (Smell Pink) :D
When she sees her hardwork is put into work, her efforts to revive someone's blog is sucessful.
It is an achievement that her Bestie is finally putting effort to blog.
Happy Woman. (Well, this is random)

It's a mixed feeling of to see or not to see.
The feelings should be long hidden, or not. I don't know myself either.
It just a feeling that still lingers the moment you see the familar face.
I thought I have gotten over or I merely just escape and hid my feelings.
Uncertainty is all that lingers.

 I was out with my Babe yesterday.
Out to get a new headset because my old one was having all her parts falling out.
However, thankfully it still works. (May it rest in peace now)

Hahas. We had a walk around the fountain of wealth.
I've hardly saw it open to public and let people walk around it.
(Make a wish) Hope it can come true. (:

We went to Suntec and settle our dinner for korean cuisine.
The service was generally (wells >.<) bad but the quality of the food seems to be alright except for the weird tasting drink.
Somehow I ordered waterchestnut tasted rather fizzy.

Then I was like about to give up hope on my headset buys when we came across a Mac fair I think.
PINK headphones! Ohmygosh (Smiling from ear to ear)
I was like having the idea of getting pink headphone long ago but I can't seems find it.Finally, i found it.
(Yeah! Yeah!)

After that, we decided to slack at a cafe to chit-chat.

Our two dollars plus coffee. (Mama mia)
That woman cannot drink coffee sia, after she drank almost a cuo ytd she's ill le. ><

Today was the last day of Red Camp.
We were quite free today and decided to camwhore. Hahas.
Did quite a lot of nonsense. (Operating on Gingy)
But, it was fun!
 
Sheryl, me and Gingy! (;

I'll upload the OT group photos once I got it from Alex. (:
It's great fun to work with them. :D